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Is this real life?

Jessica McWhirt
2 min readApr 26, 2020

A writing prompt toward the present tense, a meditation in everyday language, that makes room for small noticing and our most spacious perceptions.

“Life, uh, finds a way,” and so it does

I wake up early for quiet.

For the dark. For peace.

Thinking silently is hard enough

to let the words flow but they don’t always flow

and i don’t know what to say most days

so i sit herein silence waiting for something to pour out of me

like the coffee i continually pour into the cup

that looks like horizontal prison bars

and i keep drinking brown coffee

wishing i had a better coffee maker or

a cat who’d ignore me but i’d love him anyway

I go to the graveyard and i make a point to look at the headstones

to think about my death that will happen one day whether i like it or not

and the green grass that grows between death

and i think about how ironic that is

like edvard munch said, “from my body, flowers will grow and i am in them

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